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These are my ramblings in an attempt try and understand my Dissociative Identity Disorder. Thank you for reading my blog and I hope that together we can come to a better understanding of the human mind. If you have any questions or comments you are more than welcome to add them to my blog, or to email me. I would love to hear from you.

23 October, 2014

It's Hurting Inside

It's late, we have taken pills to sleep but i can't. I'm scared. Scared we are not safe. I have checked on the children 3 times,and triple checked the doors are locked. I still don't feel safe or free. I'm waiting for'them' to come. I'm waiting for safety but it never comes. I don't want to die. I want to live but i don't know how. I'm scared they are going to come and get me. I can't sleep, i must stay awake. They are hurting inside, but it doesn't show. I can't sleep, it's not safe.

07 October, 2014

Freedom

Even now, all these years on, we are still told, 'don't tell all your story, it is too shocking, people won't believe it. ' Where do we go from here. It's too shocking for people to believe, once again the abusers have power. When will the truth be free.